The sudden urge to score well in school's first term exams and getting top 3 in class (disease) is back again.

I feel so stupid this morning. During Science class, Ck Chong gave us exercises & I really didn't know how to do it. I go "&^%$! How come I don't know how to do ?" I copied notes & practically paid attention in class & I still can't do it?! I thought I really going to die for the first term exam for Science liao.

& Then when teacher showed us an example for that exercise, everything in me tend to calm down. It's just like the previous exercises I did but just more alphabets & numbers in it. Hate scaring myself -.-`

I ..hate to say this but I'm really not a science person. I really love other subjects in art side (adapting to the "calculations" in Perd & Econs) but I just go * sighs * .. science next..

I know many teachers said.. though I only remembered it was Ck Danny..

"If you want to do well in a subject, you have to love it. Even if you hate it, you must try to love it or just don't do well in it. "

I can't force myself to love Science -.-`! But look at me now in Art Side? I can't imagine me, in Science stream. I think I'll be in the mental hospital right now. Though at times, I really love Science especially when I get it oh-so easily where I don't have to read it over & over again just to get it perfectly stored into my "hard-disk".

Back to Science homework. sighs.