Sometimes, I really don't understand the life of growing up. Don't get me wrong, I am NOT emo-ing =.=`

It's just that, I tend to get carried away & I suppose this is the only place where I could let it all out. I just realize how short life is & how I've been treating my life for granted. Never doing things that I should be doing, never taking the initiative to do things which would just change my life. Sometimes, I know that I can't expect anyone to understand me. I can't expect someone to look into my eyes and tell me, "I know. I know. I understand" & actually mean it. Since young, I understood the meaning of betrayal & the meaning of broken promises.

Looking back into my past, I really hated them. Sometimes, I just wished I could just "delete" them from my life & never to remember those awful memories. But as the wind blows, all those memories tend to come back to me & hunt me. As if asking me not to forget it but to have a good laugh at it & grow up.

At this moment, I felt like my life is filled with dramas & I know it's not only mine. I bet you, yes YOU have many "dramas" in your life before.

As I'm typing this, my emotions are totally mixed up, like always.

I know I had tonnes of awful memories before but they are really memorable ones. Those that I could not forget & shall never try to. I guess as we grow up someday, everything would be different. Looking at the same thing in different angles.

& I guess... growing up is just apart of life & every single person living today will have to face it.

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& I've changed my blogskin once again. Loving it as it's a really simple & plain skin. No chatbox at the moment.

Blogging as if no one's reading`