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Saturday, December 22, 2007
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p/s : Gonna be a boring and selfish post ahead.

Why am I always the one putting in effort to maintain a friendship? Why am I always getting hurt and disappointed when the other one don't know a thing? Yes, you can say I expect too much in a friendship. But, I can't take it anymore.

Isn't bestfriend suppose to be there for you when you need them? When you're facing ups and downs? To share the happiness and sadness together? To comfort you when you're down. To lend a shoulder when you need to cry. I don't feel this at all...

The random talks, the boring talks, the craps we use to share isn't fun for you anymore. Why am I always the one there for you when you needed someone by your side,to listen to your problems, to understand you. But you disappeared when I needed you the most and you tend to be the one who don't understand me the most.

I'm always the one putting effort and time yet you never treasured and appreciate it. Why?

Am I never good enough to satisfy you? Who am I to you when I treated you the best friend anyone could ever have? Why do I even bother to put in endless effort when you did nothing?

Every year, on your birthday, I planned fun activities to celebrate with you. The first year we met, the second year we met and this year.

But what have you done for me? (: An sms. Every year, I really hope to have more than that. Even if we DID go out, it's all planned by me. I'm sick of everything planned only by ME and you, to follow it.

Sometimes, I wonder.. who am I to you? Just a friend, I now know.

Enough of that.

Why am I always choosing the wrong best buddy?

Why? Since primary school, I've always mix with the wrong person.

Why me?

Everytime, I wish you were the one to be the first to wish me happy birthday and the first to listen to my happy story, you're never the first.

It's just that, I'm so sick of calling you & smsing you to inform you new things I'm happy to have and just craps about how I am today, new friends I mix with today, etc... why can't I never get to share it with you? Why?

Thanks KhungMing, for the birthday wishes though you thought it was today when it's tommorow. (:


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