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♥ Life-tale of HER.


Friday, December 14, 2007
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P/S : It's gonna be a boring long post with WORDS.

I still remember when I hated going to school when I was still studying in St Mary because of her. My life was miserable with her around. I had to face her. Thank God! We were seperated when we were in primary 6. We were really close for about 2 years, primary 3-5. When I meant close, I meant like.. superbly close.

But what happened? I really don't know. All I remembered was our friendship was very fake. I BOUGHT our friendship. Yes, with money. Everytime I make her angry or most of the time, she just threw tantrums at me for no reason, only money was able to take our friendship back. And yes, I was that idiot and stupid to pay her in order to continue or friendship.

I was a slave to her. She treated me like her dog, her follower. She took me for granted. Day by day, I had to pay her. I seriously had to pay her for everything. To make her happy, money. I treated her like a bestfriend I would never have.

I don't mind her treating me like a slave, I don't mind at all.

But when she actually did this, I was truly pissed. I can't belive those words actually came out from her mouth.

Everytime our ex-schoolmates talk about me, she would turned really pissed and bad-mouth me. Saying bad words then my name. "Like **** Shirley. That b****?! Don't talk about her!"
The problem is, What did I do ? Seriously, I have NO idea at all what I did. I did whatever she wants me to do. I tried SO hard to stabalize our friendship and this is how I was treated. Telling ALL my classmates that since I've moved to Lodge, I started calling her biatch, I started calling her a facker bitch. Throwing bad words to her. Did I ? OMG la. Since I moved to Lodge, I didn't even talk about her. I don't even REMEMBER her anymore.

When I was in form 1, I was invited to a good friend of mine's party and I don't know anyone except her. So, I asked HER to go with me. I was sms-ing with a good friend of mine. A guy. Guess what she did? She borrowed my handphone, telling me that she wanted to borrow it to take a look. She took his number. -__- '' I guess we were both from a female-only school so maybe she's desperate for some guy friends.

She took his number. What big deal right?

You think I mind that meh ?

She miss call him. Then my friend went and sms her. Asking her who is she. She went sorry la, wrong person, can we be friends?

That one, still acceptable right?

She told him non-sense about me. Stupid stuffs and unfortunately, my friend was interested and they started going out as friends. My friend belived her.

What have I done to her to deserve this? She hates me now. She bad-mouth and curse me non-stop when she heard my name. If you have no idea how good i treated her, you could ask my parents. I did all the best to play my part as a bestfriend. I did EVERYTHING. I always questioned myself, What else could I do ? To satisfy her? I was left blank.

Why are my bestfriends never forever? Especially when I tried my best to maintain them? What about my current bestfriends?

Will we last forever?
Stella? Evonne? Ash? Daph? Khung Ming? Chris?

Friendship is really fragile.

To the girl I've been talking about just now. No matter what, you've left sweet memories in me. I'll always treasure those memories. Time passed, and you've grown up to a teenager already. Prettier and more guy-friends too. I just wanna be the first to wish you Happy Birthday since your birthday's tomorrow. I'll still remember your birthday because you remembered mine (:
HappyBirthday, friend.


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