Walking blindly towards the future.

Sunday, September 30, 2007
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PMR is tomorrow. TOMORROW.

You might be thinking.. PMR nia la.. close eyes do also sure pass wan..

Ah.. I still remember when I used to complain that 90+ days is still too short for me study and now.. In less than 24 hours, I'll be in the exam hall, sitting for my exam.

Mum brought me to Sweet Memory to buy some stationaries for tomorrow.

I felt touched when my bro called alllll the way from PERTH to wish me good luck (= and my long lost tuitor who called me yesterday but I wasn't at home who wished me good luck today and and .. my friends who told me I could do it ..

The war's starting tomorrow and I'm gonna do my best and die for the best! (:

p/s : Happy Early birthday to BaByD! You're officially 15 tomorrow! Sorry I couldn't make it tonight to your party. Love Yooh! (; Happy Belated birthday Steph! Hope you loovee the chocs!

1:55 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
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Hey, mooncake festival is like once a year okay! Must update!

Every year when I do celebrate Mooncake festival, playing lanterns and all, it's best to watch the bright moon on that night. But, for tonight, it's a little different. The moon wasn't bright tonight =( It spoilt the beautiful night. The moon look smudged tonight.

Ah.. back to the topic!

At about 8+ pm, I heard mum digging up the lanterns. So, I went out lor. Since my sis, bro and dad was busy with their own stuffs.

I enoyed every single moment lighting up the candles.

Lighting the candles made me realized how much I missed all my childhood friends. I still remember when I used to stay at my previous house, I used to play with my neighbours, especially M lor. We used to burn the lanterns after playing them. At times, we get so naughty that we pluck leaves and burn them with the candles. Memories..

SioB! Mum said you would be able to play lantern with us next year! ^__^ S o come back quick and study hard!

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Few more days to PMR luh!

I'm so looking forward to it and can't wait for the freedom that awaits me! Today was a pretty bad day lor. Ck Connie was askin' anyone who get lower that 40/60 for Maths paper II. Since I used to be her "weak" students, she asked me luh. I answer 57/60 and she was like "Oh, 47". Then turn away and ask the others. !! __ !! Nevermind lah.. marks are not recorded so I just ignore it. Besides that, I did so horrible for my Sejarah! I only got 70%! 42 correct nia over 60. I'm gonna study study study Sejarah tonight!

Eat sejarah, sleep sejarah, toilet sejarah, kiss sejarah, hug sejarah.. Everything Sejarah!

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Ah! Daddy and my bro came back from Japan luh!

My bro bought many many snacks from Tokyo, Disneyland! WheeeET!*

Those containers filled with chocs and biscuits are just SOO cute. I love the boxes!

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I'm currently looking forward to ...

PMR!!! Over and done with..

FREEDDDOOOMMM!!!

KLLLLL~~!

Can't wait! ~

8:21 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007
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I realized I've been crapping a lot about PMR in my blog. Mock exams are finally over but it's just the beggining since I'll be sitting for PMR in about 2 weeks time. I've never studied this hard in my almost fifteen years on earth. Actually, I"m happy about it. I get to learn lots of stuffs that I missed because of my lazy studying life previously. But now, my only weakness is Sejarah. Grr*

After the last paper today, which is Geo, Ck Lim( Our Sejarah teacher) told us that most of us did badly for the Sejarah Mock Paper and so we're asked to sit for another mock for Sejarah on Monday. She practically warned us to study. =)

I'm happy about it but not for Stella because she stayed up the whole night to study for that paper and ... it's called fate.

Belive me that if we miss one night of sleep, no matter how long you sleep the next day, you'll feel sleepy. I've tried that and I'll never stay up the whole night to study AGAIN.

Life is full of regret-ness, don't ya' think? I hate it when people kept saying that they regret this and that because I just hate it -__-'' Especially when Me, myself and I felt that.

My sister was complaining of how bad my English was just now, after reading my post. Yes, I know I'm bad in my English but I'm trying to improve! This holidays I'm gonna read lotsa fictional books and improve my English okay? But not now lah, cause I have to concentrate on my PMR!

Was studying Geografi and ERT the whole night last night and I so don't regret(at least, I hope)!

Darn.. I wanna watch the Hong Kong Series for Healing hands I, II and III! and and and I saw a new Taiwan drama series I really wanna watch! Wait after PMR!!!

Movies I wanna watch after PMR

HongKong series recommended:

* The drive of life
* Steps (the dancing one)
* Father and Son
* Healing hands I, II and III ( The series is actually quite old already )

Malay movies :

*Manjalara (Series) (I just finished watching it and it was the best! )
*Love is Cinta ( not series , it's just a movie ) Indonesia production

English movies :

*Heroes(series)
*Ghost whisperer(series)
*Perfect strangers
* (I suddenly forgot -___- )

Japanese Series

*GARO! * Saejima Kouga's hot XP *

Japanese Anime

* Black Jack! *What? I love doctors but I hate going to one *
* The chronicles of the wings * Season 1 and season 2 *
* Blood+ !
* Kamichu!'s cute
* Black Cat
* The law of ueki
* lots and lots more!

I'm glad KhungMing's going to KL! She's like my anime guide! She introduced me to "animax" and I got addicted. Trust me, it's not a good thing. She's going2 KL which meansss... more anime VCDsss! =P

Life is short, isn't it? ... Time flies and people change*

9:52 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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There's always people saying that girl's handwriting are always neat and clean but guy's are totally opposite? I have no comment about that at first but now I do.

Not all guys have ugly and un-neat handwriting. I saw some guys one are like.. so neat. Even more neat than mine. Like girls ones. When I saw one of the guys sitting front of my sit writings, I was like. OMG. I look at mine then compare and I was like paiseh. SO neat, I tell you.

Actually my brothers handwritings aren't that bad.

Well what do you think ?

Anyways, Ck Connie Lau was so darn funny today. Not what she said or whatever.

She wore skirt today and was walking here and there cause it was her duty today for the "teacher-in-duty" for the Mock Exams.

The first thing I noticed was her legs. Aiya, it's cause her shoes are making loud "Clack Clack" sounds. Who won't notice?

I was like " WaaR* her legs not bad " >__<

Then after a while, she walked pass me again and there wasn't any sound. So I turned towards her feet and saw that she wasn't wearing any shoes. I was like "eh?? walk around with no shoes? "

Then I look nearer a bit. I then realized that she was wearing the brown stockings thingie to make your legs look nice and smooth. I realized cause I look at her toe and was curious at her toe's figure. It look so funny.

Almost the whole time she was walking around with no shoes but with the "stockings that's not very obvious looking". Ck Francis was looking at her stockings the whole time and he kept laughing quitely himself and it made me laugh myself too. I ALMOST burst out laughing. At that moment, I really can't stand anymore.

How come she dare to wear like that infront of 99 students.

So, don't wear something that's not comfortable just because it looks nice.

4:35 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007
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This morning after the first paper which is BM1. Mr Ling(our school's principal) came in and make announcements. One of them was..

" Also, I would like to see Wong Shia Lee in my office. Thank you "

Everyone's eyes was on me. At that moment, I kept thinking.. " what did I do arh ?! "

But I wasn't afraid. Cause I knew I did nothing wrong. I just waited til we went out and I went down to see him. Stella accompanied me but I went in alone.

Thenn..

He just wanted me to check my IC number, subjects taken and my name for the PMR

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*faints*

LoL.

When my friends asked I was like

" He don't allow me go KL " . LoL. Was joking about that.

Going KL is I'm looking forward to now! =D Wheeeet ! ShopShopShop! $$$$$

12:44 PM

Saturday, September 8, 2007
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My blog's gonna reach its 100th post soon. But, I wish to celebrate it after PMR ! -__-''

So anyways, I'm having headache! How to study ? I tried but felt like vommiting and nothing went into my head. Help! Panadol don't help =(

Siighs* Am I thinking too much ?

8:38 PM

Friday, September 7, 2007
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At this moment, you have no idea how much I wished PMR was over. If only there's a time machine in this world. Life is just full of regret-ness, don't you think ?

I've been over-playful when I was in Form 1 and 2. Not studying and all. I really regret now.

My mind now is just filled with " IF ONLY -- ".

If only I studied consistently when I was in Form 1 and 2.
If only I didn't take things for granted.
If only I paid attention in class.
If only .. If only... !!!

Excuses. Excuses. Excuses.

Life have been miserable for me this week. Thinking about the mock exam next Monday made it worse. I really wished I could make it.
If only..
If only..
If only..

This is one of my life's biggest regret.
I shall not do this again.

All I could and can do now is just do my best and study as hard as possible cause there'll be 3 months of holidays for me right after PMR.

Can go out everyday ! GRR*

Why can't I think rationally when I was younger =(

So guys, don't be like me. I feel like a jerk studying last minute and hoping for straight A's.

5:23 PM

Tuesday, September 4, 2007
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Ahhh. I'm feeling so pressured.

BM

BI

Sejarah

Maths

Geografi

ERT

Science

6:43 PM

Sunday, September 2, 2007
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Babies are SO cute and adorable. I went shopping with my mum, maid and sis at Upwell today and I was soooo attracted by the baby's little glove, little bottle, little pacifier, little outfits, little shoes and much much more ! All the cute diapers, baby powders and baby lotion are sooooooo cute! I even saw a baby's stockings. So SMALL and CUTE! I showed it to my mum and she said next time I buy for you. -__-!!

There were hampers filled with baby stuffs. The bottle, lotion, soap. Omagod. I wanted to melt. One of my cousin gave birth last week! AHHH!!!! Can't wait til her pantang finish then I can go visit her baby! I think that would be after PMR liao lor..

4:58 PM

Saturday, September 1, 2007
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Darn.. What's wrong with me?.. I always want this and that and they're all so expensive! $$ __ $$!

After reading blogs and reviews on Vaio. I feel like I must have it! But, of course I'm dreaming la.

But who could resist such laptop!

It comes in other colours too. But pink's one is the most attractive one. The black one's not bad either. Ahh. I can't belive I'm into PINK these days.

Blue!

Pinkpinkpink! HotPink!

Greeeeeeen (=

I was sharing with my mum about the pink Vaio and she was like

" Aiyo.. don't buy pink la. Later go Uni you won't dare to use it ".

Will meh?

8:45 PM

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Tried to study Geografi but it seem so hard to pratically remember every single place. Although there are some places that I remembered because I've done the questions many many times. Like Sandakan for Pembalakan and stuffs.

And I thought studying Sejarah was enough to kill me but Geografi seem to be worse.

BUT, I won't give up! I'm off studying!

11:05 AM